Yes you
can! Yes you can find love online.
I have
heard that 40% of people getting married have found their partner online.
This is
how I found love in cyber space and turned my life around-- the start of a big
adventure that is continuing.
Having battled
long and hard with a French dating site I stumbled across a truly wonderful
site called OK Cupid. It was and may still be a free site compared to the
others that charge a monthly fee or some other fee to part your money from you.
However the attraction goes way beyond that, it is user friendly and the ladies
on it seem so much more interesting and talented.
(Note
to CEO of OK Cupid, please put cheque in the post).
Seriously,
as with other sites, you have to answer lots of questions, and the answers are
turned into a score that rates to what degree the other person is a Friend or
Enemy. You can then search on who is rated highly as a Friend or perversely who
is your biggest Enemy. Opposites attract, maybe!
I was
fascinated and in wonderment as I searched for the perfect woman. But after a
while, it felt like, Hey, something is wrong with this site I can't find anyone
living closer than Paris, not strictly true Barcelona was slightly nearer.
Everyone
seems to be living in United States! Let me check the settings on my
computer. My location is shown as Saint
Girons. Perhaps there is a Saint Girons in California or Louisiana.
No it
is definitely set on the French Saint Girons.
Wow.....these
American women are so good looking, they can't all have fake photos, they are
intelligent and artistic. Such a shame they are so far away but I can still
have some good email exchanges. I just
won’t get
my hopes up that this will be anything more that a cyber pen pal exercise.
Over
the course of a month I met, (online) a number of great people and had an
insight into their lives, I hope they felt the same way.
Some
have remained friends, while others have dropped away.
What
attracts one person to another on dating websites? I imagine that the sites do
mega research into it but from a personal point for me it starts with the
profile. What interests does this person have?
Are they compatible with mine? What are the differences? Do they fascinate me?
Don't
get me wrong. Of course I look at the
photos, though I hope that I have outgrown the shallowness that beauty is just
a physical thing.
Okay
that's the preamble. Picture me: I'm sitting in my house in France checking out
these beautiful American women, most at least 4000 miles away. Is that not weird?
I'm
thinking is the US that far away, just a flight away, have I the nerve to go
even if I was invited?
Then I
am struck by this gorgeous image that fills my computer screen. She has long blonde hair and the most
strikingly beautiful blue eyes. I start to read her profile I'm captivated by
it and excited. She is so active--likes to ride bikes, scuba dive, paddle
board, dance, is very creative and spiritual.
Where
does she live............HAWAII. What,
isn't that somewhere in the South Pacific? What the hell do I know about
Hawaii? Elvis made a couple of films
there. "Book him Dano, murder one" springs into my head from the TV
series, Hawaii Five-O. Anything else? No, not really.
Is
there any point in writing to her? My
head is saying no but my heart is saying, "Go on you've got nothing to
lose ". For once in my life I listen to my heart and write a message
explaining who I am.
For
some reason the words just flow from my key board, I feel romantic, elated as
though I'm on the brink of something big. Little did I know how big!
I had
no doubt that when it was time to hit the send button I would, thence set in
motion a change of events that has lead me to where I am today writing this.
I'm
jumping ahead of myself.
Having
sent my message I was nervous, checking the computer constantly to see if I had
received a reply.
There
it was a lovely response to my message:
One message and I was starting to fall in love. Pull yourself
together! It’s not going anywhere were my
negative thoughts.
I still
needed to reply. Again, the words
flew. Again, I agonized over whether I
would get a reply.
It was
exciting waiting, though full of apprehension. I started to find out more about
Hawaii. It was a lot further away than I
thought: Seven thousand seven hundred
and seventy miles to be exact. Three sevens that's lucky, isn't it, I wondered,
grasping at straws!
The
messages on the site progressed to personal emails. As we continued our online dating, we
definitely had a connection and I was learning so much about areas of life that
had passed me by, this whole spiritual thing for one. The problem was a small
matter of distance. Could technology come to the rescue?
Of
course it could: There was Skype! This
could be a blessing, a chance to see one another, to make a better connection.
On the other hand it could be a curse.
With the sound of the voice one can conjure up the image one wants only
for that image to be shattered when actually seeing the person. What will it be for me?
Arrangements
were made, a time was set for our first Skype. With a phone it doesn’t matter how you look, but
with Skype you can see each other. I had
my hair cut and changed into my Sunday best......I'm ready!
Lots of
things go through your mind: What if she
doesn't like me? What if I don't like her?
Will there be any of those awkward silences?
I
needn't have worried. Suddenly I was
talking to this gracious lady thousands of miles away about my life in France,
and her life in Hawaii. I gave her a tour of my home, and introduced her to my
dog. Conversation came easy; it flowed.
We spoke for an hour before we made arrangements to Skype again.
Skype
became our means of communicating. We
would talk everyday. Normally, it would be my morning and her evening due to
the 12 hour time difference. These talks would be the highlight of my day
lasting generally for over an hour.
We were
getting to know each other and I liked what I saw and heard. I hoped she did too.
During
one of these sessions we were talking about Tuscany and how it was top of her
list of places to visit. I suggested against hope, get to Paris and I will take you to Italy.
I had
planted a seed and hoped it would grow. If truth be told I had been hinting at
the idea of her coming to Europe on a few of our Skype sessions.
I'm not
sure how it happened; however there was a moment when she said that she would
come to Paris and I offered meet her at the Airport. This must be one of the
biggest "Blind dates" in history!
Is this
all a step too far and too fast?
Does
she turn up, do I go to meet her?
Does it
end in tears or laughter?
What do
you think? Put your best guess in the
comments.
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